He said “I’ll be when you [me] kissed him he had a boner and this thing when from 1cm to 2cm.” He demonstrated w/ his fingers.

I’m never going to hear the end of this kiss thing.  All day people were asking me “Did you really kiss Robbie?!!” And all I could say was, “yes, and shut up about it!” In Block, James K was making fun of Robbie.  He said “I’ll be when you [me] kissed him he had a boner and this thing when from 1cm to 2cm.” He demonstrated w/ his fingers.  I really want Robbie to ask me out, but, I sit with James in Block.  James hates Robbie and Robbie hates James. Alexis likes James.  It would be horrible if I was going out with Robbie (I wish!) and Alexis were going out w/ James.

Ana likes someone else besides Sharky (Andy). She calls him Marter.  She won’t tell me who it is but says Sharky and Marter are one and the same.  Which they aren’t.  She’s just telling me that.  Everyone else knows who it is.  I know I shouldn’t be hurt at this, but I am.  Alexis and Cassie told me it was Robbie.  So I call Ana Robbie-lover and she hates that!  So, she started this Sharky/Marter thing and has had everyone play along.  It bugs having her like the same person that I like.  No one except Em knows I like him! If I even let on that I like somebody, eventually it’ll get around. So I call him Blue-Eared-Doggy.  Everyone thinks I don’t like anybody.

Something else that hurts inside is that I’ll never have a chance w/ him.  Kerry likes him and she’ll never let him go out w/ anyone else. They were going out & she dumped him – so now I say let him go out w/ whomever he desires.  Which wouldn’t be me.  Robbie looks at Victoria’s Secret catalogs and I certainly don’t belong in there.  I’m a wall.  Totally flat up North.  And to the East and West!  So I’ll never have a chance w/ him.

Happy Half B-day to me!